Mam can you feel me? I need you, dad needs you , he's dying and I am sure he is waiting for you to come and get him. If ever there was a time this is it I can't sit by another loved ones beside waiting for them to take their last breath, please release him from this, like you he doesn't deserve to suffer and needs to be at peace. The world is a mess, mass deaths caused by a virus, Covid 19 they call it, 28000 people on the UK alone and the number continues to grow daily. Schools shut, businesses closed staff furloughed children being homeschooled, families forced to stay apart, queues to get into shops social distancing and more. Wonder what you would have made of it all. Family celebrations on hold Dan and Rebecca 1st wedding anniversary Dan's 26th birthday Andrews 30th birthday, yes your boys are growing up and you would be so very proud of them both. I miss you so much Mam everyday and when times are tough and tough they are right now. One day we will all be together again until then sleep tight my angel my Mam, my best friend. Love you all the world and more